Just tired, bone deep tired of everything, of everyone tearing the world apart and hurting people who don’t deserve to be hurt, of dogpiling and blaming, and in the middle of it all, of my body trying to give up altogether when that isn’t a person I’ve ever allowed myself to be. It’s a lot […]
Read more...Tag: state of the scribbler
Since We Talked Last
Wrote: 12 poems and 70 lines, crossposted nothing 6 unrevealed ficlets and 1 just not crossposted a scene list sort of thingy on my WIP Not what I was hoping but not half bad. I was hoping to get more down on WIP. I know where I’m heading with it, just haven’t had time/energy/headspace to […]
Read more...Hello, Vacation!
Where apparently the first thing I do is just sleep. A lot. A lot, a lot. This is my annual let’s not melt down week, right after vacation resets for the year because when one is faced with chronic health issues, it’s amazing how you can fritter your whole vacation allotment taking care of that […]
Read more...A New Year
I could totally do goals! I could. I had a good 2019 for writing goals, bad on some fronts, but better than if I hadn’t had the goals. 2019’s Writing Goals: Finish 1000 poems Finish 365 ficlets (fanfic one-shots count here even if longer) Finish 52 original short stories 2019’s Accomplishments: Well, to start off […]
Read more...On a Health Front
There’s such a thing as way too many pills. And I’m actually out of CBD and NS Calm and am not drinking enough of the right teas to make up for it. I’ve got these exercises I’m supposed to do to help my sciatica, to build up my core and train my diaphragm, since apparently I […]
Read more...Answers I Don’t Quite Like
New stickers arrived! They’re so pretty. Except what’s with this custom stickers getting less and less space for letters. I don’t care for this new font. Ah well, still overall pretty and functional and I needed that. Reading Clean Coder for work. My devs don’t do the whole tweak code every time, because yeah, code […]
Read more...Thoughts
I actually emailed people! Been a while since I’ve been out there at all with anything other than an exchange due fic. True, writing has happened, and I’m still throwing things in the Notebook Archive, both original and fannish, and hoping to get back up on the poetry train like a good girl. I have […]
Read more...Stuff That Made My Day
A third nonnie likes my original WIP! <3 I’m at 410 poems this year out of a goal of 306. I’m at 88 out of a goal of 102 ficlets, which isn’t half bad. The Kings are still the frontrunner for winning World of Dance. Which I’ll miss The Heima so bad, but the Kings […]
Read more...Gotta Love TurboTax
It hides the place to enter an SA form for an HSA, which costs a several hundred dollars fee until you find it. It hides the real home page until you’ve filed this years taxes, making it impossible to reach my 2017 taxes, which I completed but didn’t hit the file button due to lack […]
Read more...Weekending
Weekends used to be when I got everything done I didn’t have time for during the workweek. So often now, I have to just stop and rest. I’ve got the ideas for how to write out stories right now, but not the right headspace to write them. There’s so many things I want to do, including […]
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